Today was nuts. I don't know what i am thinking. I don't know what was the point of my actions, words etc.. I think i am just hurting myself for no reason. Its just my thinking, i know it. Yet i let it affect me so much. It feels so dumb of me. After so many other things swallowed, I let these poison my mind. Crap. Pure crap. Fuck it, i am screwing up everything with nothing. I know it. I just know it. Yet, I am letting things happen. Sigh. Sometimes i realise that no matter how hard people try to avoid or swallow things. It hurts yourselfs more. Heck. I have to stop all these now. I don't even know who i am already. Church today was completely off for me. I wasn't there in spirit. Fuck. Someday I'll hold you again And you'll look in my eyes the way you used to, And you'll see life and reality, love and believability, truth and consistency. Maybe tomorrow? Maybe..
{thats life}
4:25 PM
TERRENCE-
Terrence Michael Giam, swingin 16!
♥R
Christian - Catholic!
To a special person ;
I'll be there to hold you through