Sunday, April 20, 2008
Sunday was pretty much a routine as usual.
Church in the morning,
Lunch, home.
Home. Yea. boring place to be now. i can't stand living there.
not that i can't but its just freaking pushing me to the limits.
i can feel the pressure and the expectations.
oh fuck it.
can i just leave this damn place?
Reminiscence.
Thinking of the past,
yet walking straight into the future.
What's the point in pondering so much?
Ok. Now i have a bad feeling about everything.
Its just so me to be such an Ahole thinking about negative things.
Well. I cant help it.
School tomorrow,
Exams start on Friday.
I don't even know what i am doing.
I can't even tell whether i
am looking forward to school or not.
For once. I think i am.
Cry hard.
That was how one could feel better.
Lie on a shoulder.
That was what one could feel better too.
and what if u were crying on the inside.
and there is no one to be found.
What would you do?
My dear friend, you know she's not your all.
That's Life.
I don't know what else i have to say to you.
Let's face it, women are nothing but a cause of depression at times.
Shattered Glass,
Who would pick me up?
Who would piece them back.
Fragile and small.
It seems almost impossible.
Fuck it. Who would bother?
{thats life}