i sat in the lab for chemistry feeling extremely bored. Mdm tan is teaching about crude oil. can't be bothered. loads of things on my mind. luckily it will end in 5 mins. i think i am killing my braincells. heck.i need my endorphin.
10.00am Maths lesson/CME
Maths just ended.I feel that i can multi-task man. I could day-dream. draft my post and yet everything the teacher said got into my head. big time achievement.Not bad at all. Man..This is a big worry. damn.
1.55pm SS/end of sch.
Damn la.. chinese test and followed by social studies test. its 4 periods straight and i dun even have time to catch my breath 4 periods =2 hours 20mins by the way. super sick la. i need endorphin-x. and then end of sch.not quite comp studies lesson till 3.30. skipping lunch obviously.
A little something: "fate and miracles" like i said and believed in. everyone and everything happens or will happen or happened for a reason. maybe we don't understand. maybe we can't come to terms with it. or maybe.we just don't like it. we are the directors of our own lives. we plan it.run it.act in it. miracles do exist.in fact both miracles and fate co-exist together. i feel that as one grows older, they tend to realise and seek their desires we as humans grow with emotions and feelings. this are part of us. then again, we run it. we know and probably we may blame it on everything and everyone. deep down we all know its our fault. and i myself ponder at times. what am i doing with my life. is this my fate and will there be a miracle? but i understand.i know i have to do things myself.
is this fate or miracle. is this the way our lives are planned or is this just coincidence. are we suppose to meet or is this merely luck. should we walk together or is this fixed. rather this is such miracles that we even get to meet. likewise if things are suppose to be, no matter how hard we try to go against it, things will still be the way it is. we know that others couldnt possibly change things. we know all this isnt just fate, we even know without the minds of wanting things to be, it couldnt most probably be. and most importantly we know we'd even choose the best for ourselves. so whats there to blame when things go wrong, its partially our fault partially not ours. its all a question mark. -original work by jamie ng-
{thats life}
5:08 PM
TERRENCE-
Terrence Michael Giam, swingin 16!
♥R
Christian - Catholic!
To a special person ;
I'll be there to hold you through
