well.i guess its time to let u guys know what i have been trying to do with my holidays.the thign is..i have been trying to reflect on my failures this year,indeed the failures cost me dearly,but i have many to thank for includind some people who cost me dearly..well..its a lesson learnt.but above all..the aftermath proved to be a difficult time as well..as i had to sort out the things to be done.needless to say..soul-searching has to be done.i can tell its not easy now..i nearly puked blood man! its tough..to focus and concentrate and admit ur wrongdoings.to learn from them is the toughest..wad if you were tempted..well..i am tempted ok..all the fun enjoyment..at least i am proud to say i have rejected more then 60% of the requests..(sorry guys!)haha...well..i did have some leisure time..catching up with some primary sch mates..played abit of basketball..but yea..i didnt really spend much time outside..except going amplify on fridays and church on sundays..well its an irony when people want things to be achieved whe they are not planning to do anything to achieve it..sad to say i am one of them
then i came across this saying:
haha..to me..i am never the same guy in character after this period of solitude..i have changed i guess..more or less..i dont know..well..its hard to tell..it will take some time..but i shall not stop here..i have decided..changes are done according to me..well..even if everyone doesnt believe..thats to sad..haha..well..i bet my mum for one will laugh at this post ..she has been grumbling at me using the com..but then again..i am the only one who knows what i want to do..i dont have to show it..well..its coming to the end of the month..onyl 1 day plus left..DEC will be a new start..a brand new horizon beckons..and i am starting to love it!
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